[He knows pretty much every single thing, so Noel has the right idea. There are things he hasn't seen directly, but managed to piece together from hearing about Elliot's dreams. He almost wishes he hadn't, but...

He does also appreciate that Elliot trusts him so much because he knows he has told no one else.

It's a fair question, it's fair that she wants to know...]

I understand that. It's... it's alright...

[His voice is dreary, tired, and he weighs his options. How much he should tell, his much detail.

He's not sure he can bear telling the full truth.]

Because... Because someone he let into his life let him down.

[He let Elliot down.]